everyone's gone bad???

i've just heard the reason why chris brown was arrested for domestic violence and i just cannot take it. i was like 'did he just do that? really?' he just seems to be a very good guy so i'm still in the state of denial that chris brown is not a mr. nice guy. yes, i'm still in denial.

i don't know but i think everyone has changed lately. i have a friend who ran away from home and refuses to go back. my classmates are backstabbing each other these past few days. the good students are turning into i-don't-care children. the studious ones who spend their night sstudying have just proclaimed themselves as not and started drinking 6 times a week. everybody is getting short- tempered, including me, yes.

WHAT IS HAPPENING? everybody is sooo alien- like and i just want to ask 'who are you? which planet are you from?' i know that the only thing that is constant is change and i have no violent reaction to that. it's just that i want a constant change for the better. i don't want everyone to be bad or things to get worse.

honestly, now, i am wishing for world peace... and for rihanna and chris brown to be back on good terms. SPREAD PEACE and BE A BETTER PERSON!

DAY 1

Even though at first I was kind of bitter for having duty on a holiday, I still consider today as very meaningful.

Being a first- timer at a mental institution, I am quite excited and nervous to handle clients since I still don’t know how to deal with them. The orientation and ward tour really helped a lot. Somehow, I was “desensitized” and I can already see the picture. All of my what- ifs, fears and anxiety were somehow taken away.

One thing that concerned me most is the situation of the clients inside the mental institution. I can see how old the structures are and how most parts of the areas need renovation. As a government institution, I think government officials must develop and provide funds for NCMH so that they can make their facilities better since environment is one of the factors that can help in rehabilitating the clients.

I consider today as a good experience. Having seen the clients and having observed how other students handle them, I gained some confidence for the next day. Reporting for duty on a holiday is not a bad idea after all.

hey! it's holiday!

tomorrow is holiday and i can do all the thing in my mind. i can watch a DVD my friend lend me long time ago, finish the pocketbook i borrowed from my roommate, or surf the net all day long.

i am happy because i believe that students really need long weekends from time to time. maybe if a conduct a survey of what are the stressors of most teenagers, school will be top 1. requirements, research papers, homeworks.... AHHHH! they are never- ending! students deserve a break. and because i am a lucky kid, TOMORROW IS NOT A HOLIDAY FOR ME! i will still have to report for duty. could you believe that? argggggghhhhh!

so you, just enjoy your free day for me. toodles.

to them all...

to all the nursing board exam passers, God has blessed you! Congratulations!
to our university's BSN batch 2008, Les Femme du Sacre Couer, you brought us glory! Caritas Christi Urgent Nos!

and after a year and a half, it's my turn.

it's february 14 and the whole world is in love!

every guy has a bouquet of flowers in his hand, every girl has an excited look on her face and everyone has the aura of love- of Valentine's day. the tradition that started during the time of Geoffrey Chaucer, the great author of the Canterbury tales and until now, it is a tradition celebrated by couples... and singles like me. AND I AM NOT BITTER. it's february 14 and the whole world is in love!

i hate all the emo people out there sending quotes of bitterness because they don't have a date or they're single or they just don't have anything to do. i saw this circle of friends at the mall wearing all black and heard one member say 'walang valentine!' they're really funny for being oh-so-bitter! and duh, 'valentine'. i admit it, i am kind of emo too and there's that little pang of jealousy but i know i have my friends with me. i received three roses from my guy friends, see? who needs a boyfriend or a boylet to have a fun, fulfilling V day?

i am happy to see couples walking together with sweetness, eating happily with love. there's the feeling of 'awwww'. we filipinos are just the best in celebrating V day- the baduy lines, the flowers from Dangwa, the eating out, the gasgas ways of surprise, the boy holding the girl's things. filipino guys, for me, are the sweetest creatures. anong sinabi ni romeo? the best pa din si florante.

i don't know... i'm just happy.

HAPPY V DAY! spread love :)