ha-ha!

okay, this so weird. after posting craps about school, this guy arrived. he's just cute. he is the guy i always see at the court playing ball. hahaha! great. perhaps, after all, there is good karma.

school is cool. i mean it. ^_^

school is cool

i have been very very busy lately. define busy? everyday, when i arrive at my dorm, there is no time to rest anymore since i have many projects to do and many tests to review for. AND during weekends, i know i should rest because it is weekEND, i still don't have the time. what the hell, right?

now i'm here at the university's computer lab. it sucks. i can't access some sites here like friendster, myspace, blah blah blah and even my yahoo messeneger. ugh! like, hello?! it's the only way we can release our stress then you prohibited it? damn.

for the next 3 weeks, i have to stay for 6 days in school. no hospital duty, my friend. yeah, yeah... at first i was very delighted but then i realized it is a worse idea to stay here. it is sooo boring. my ethics class which is from 8 am to 2 pm, i discovered, is a very cool sleeping, texting, drawing time. ha-ha! okay, i am mean. i am supposed to do ethical things like listening to my professor because it is an ethics class and yet i continue doing very unethical things like designing my ideal house. DUH! it is so grade school.

okay, i hate to end this but i m just so out of my mind right now. i don't even know what i am typing. hehe! oh my god, i am turning into a psycho!

school is cool, mate! i love school... SHOOT ME.

to the rescue.

all is quarreling and crying. all of them with different problems. oh my. i'm the superhero- ready to save emotionally devastated individuals.

yeah... great. i need a hero too.

fun and drama

my mind is blank and has altered functioning. the week was not that busy but i still feel tired and exhausted. my week has been undescribable. fun and drama and extraordinariness? yes, full of it.

SUNDAY: my friend's cellphone just got stolen when we were buying something along pedro gil street, malate. we never expected it since she placed it to the depths of her backpack. tsk, tsk. my friend got so depressed.

MONDAY: my professor was absent since she didn't realize that we have a class on that day. and i was so outraged because i struggled to wake up early that day so as not to be late for her class! but the fun part was we have nothing to do! oh yeah.

TUESDAY: my professor came in early for class to 'make up' for the missed monday session. and she just reminded all of my classmates who have third eye to just shut up if they see anything unusual. DUH!

WEDNESDAY: the same professor, the same story. weird day because we went to library to finally utilize what we are paying for. we rarely go to the libraray. like, 5-7 times every semester. haha! we are such good students, i know.

THURSDAY: our dean/manager/whatever-she-is-because-i-don't-know-her-position interrupted our class to show us a letter posted anonymously in our college bulletin board. the letter was like- i condemn the nursing faculty for being so and so. i condemn the blah blah for being uncompassionate and insensitive. so on and so forth. what a rebel. and that was the gossip of the day. all was wondering who was the asshole who did the letter. i say HE/ SHE IS STUPID FOR NOT SIGNING THE LETTER. pag ginawa mo, lubusin mo na!

FRIDAY: our research topic was finally approved by our adviser. we can finally move on with our lives and start with chapter 1. yeah, way to go.

SATURDAY: it is today. drama, drama, drama. we had a debate during our asian civilization class- should the church be given a chnace to govern a country? we were the YES side and we did quite well. the other group was good too. but the tension built up and the debate ended up with two of our classmates quarreling. well, not really. the other said this joke and the other one took it seriously and they both cried- one at the comfort room,the other at the stairs. it was just so dramatic. yes.

so, it's sunday today. another week. i hope this week would be more okay and fun and exciting. a little drama would do but enough of the crying- quarreling part. i hate dramas.

i say good midnight and happy sunday :)

this is love <3

love love love. all's in love and happy with their partner. most of my friends got one. i am happy that they are happy. but honestly, i sometimes feel jealous that i am one of the singles. sometimes i go around the mall and see sweet young lovers with hands clasped together, laugh and cheer one another in the arcade, eat happily and with love in their eyes.

two of my roommates have a special someone and at times, they quarrel with their boyfriend. and i can't imagine myself quarreling with someone on the phone while reviewing for a long quiz and doing a powerpoint presentation. but i want someone i can go out with when i have a free time, i can laugh with when i feel sad, i can cuddle when i feel like cuddling.

i am so ambivalent.

but then i ask myself 'what's a boyfriend for?' i can go out, laugh and cuddle with my friends, right? maybe it's still not my time. yes, right.

studying hard for my parents. being with my friends when they need me. malling alone and feeling happy for the sweet couples around me. hearing mass every sunday to thank god. caring and making myself available for my patients. cracking corny jokes to make people laugh. preparing birthday surprises. going to arcades to play and sing videoke with my barkada. sleeping late to study for a quiz. THIS IS LOVE!




having a boyfriend is love too. but there's no hurry. he will come if the time is right. now, i am happy. happy that i know what LOVE is.

i just got this from my friend's friendster page.
judge it.
is this LOVE?

all too damned thursday afternoon

i'm back and kicking! and oh my god, it has been weeks!!! i just have so many things to do. and one of those is to visit an OB GYNE. i am not pregnant! i just have this hormonal whatever. anyway...

i tried visiting an OB last thursday. we were walking along taft avenue and a baklita- yes, a young gay. like around 9 years old- just looked at us with piercing eyes. inaway niya kami! and she pushed my friend, literally, the moment a jeepney was coming. and we were really scared and shocked. and he just walked away after. like nothing happened. i was so damned. that little gay devil must learn a lesson. but WHERE THE HELL IS HIS MOTHER or FATHER? street kid he is... after the incident i just felt empathy. no more hatred.

we reached the clinic safe and sound, thank the almighty God. we approached the guard and asked what floor the OB clinic is located. and because i am the luckiest girl in the world, the doctor was fortunately out. and again, i was damned.

we just moved on with our lives and my friend was damned because she forgot her LRT card. i was damned too because the LRT was just soooo full and i can smell the sweat of all the men inside the train. and yeah, sorry, but testosterone just makes men's smelly sweat, well, smellier. thank god we're just four stations away.

we headed for st. jude archdiocesan parish in malacanang. st. jude- the patron of the impossible, the forgotten saint. yes, he is the one who traitored our Christ, but also yes, he is still a saint. anyway, i was damned because perverts were all around. the jeepney barker, pedicab driver, a man walking on the street- they are all maniacs. wooting and shouting 'sexy!' at us. argh! they are just sooo disgusting. define!

well, well. it was just an all too damned thursday afternoon. and it seems like the days that are to come are destined for damnation too.

IT'S GOOD TO BE BACK! I MISSED DOING THIS THING! cheers :)