if i were a boy

i love being a girl. this morning, i was brushing my teeth and looking at myself in the mirror. i have a long hair- what if it's short? i have a headband- what if it's waxed and styled up? i am petite- what if i'm 6-foot tall? what if i'm a boy?

if i were a boy...

... i would hang out with skater boys and skate all day long. but then i will not look like a poser just like the guys i see wearing skater shoes, big earphones and all that outfit but cannot really skate at all.
... i would give my seat to a girl or an elderly standing in front of me at the LRT.
... i would eat at McDo not minding how fattening it is to dine there.
... i would own a PSP.
... i would not get nervous whenever i drive. swabe lang dapat!
... i would get smelly from playing basketball.
... i would not be "maangas". i would not act like i own everything around me.
... i would never ever be late for class not like my other guy classmates.
... i would never be bolero and would not use lines like 'na-love at first sight kasi ako sayo'
... i would be ready for a date especially if i was the one who asked for it. i would not argue where to eat or what movie to watch.
... i would be an architect. yes. and draw people's dream homes.
... i would be in the soccer varsity team. soccer is just cool!

but then it's just weird imagining if-i-were-a-boy. being a girl is just as rocking fun!

35 little not so secrets

the only rule is HONESTY

[ONE] Who was your last text from?

> yuri, the only paulinian swimmer. hahaha! peace tol.

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?

> no default pic here.

[THREE]Your relationship status?

> sumisigaw na SIIINNNGGGLLLLE!

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?

> yes. many. we lost the friendship but they're still alive, okay?

[FIVE] What is your current mood?

> swabe lang. hehe! not too happy, not too sad.

[SIX] What's your brother's name?

> gio miguel

[SEVEN ] What's your favorite color(s)?

> white, black and blue

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?

> europe. my ultimate dream place.

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?

> yes. when we went cave hopping at biak na bato in bulacan.

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?

> study, study, study.

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like.

> it's just hopeless.

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?

>i forgot. my life is going smoothly right now.

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?

> of course!

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?

> school, some person and tomorrow.

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?

> sir jamison. this morning.

[EIGHTEEN] What are your favorite songs?

> my favorite song for today is seventeen forever by metro station. i have many favorites. haha!

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?

>blogging. texting. watching tv. i'm miss multi-tasking!

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?

> family.

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get this survey

> from some bulletin board.

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?

> friends, mom.

[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?

> 5?

[TWENTY-FOUR] Who are your friends that are closest to you?

> ivan, kaye.

[TWENTY- FIVE] Describe your life in one word?

> great!

[TWENTY- SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?

> still dreaming for this to happen.

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?

> our taekwondo president.

[TWENTY- EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?

> sleeping.

[TWENTY-NINE]If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?

> better things to come my way.

[THIRTY] What are you listening to right now?

> songs from myx hitchart.

[THIRTY- ONE] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?

> mafe. my ever-cuddling classmate.

[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person who yelled at you?

> kaye? i guess...

[THIRTY- THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?

> yes. i act nonchalantly. haha!

[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural hair color?

> black with some brown

[THIRTY-FIVE]Who was the last person to make you laugh?

> myself? haha! i was telling a story and it was very funny. see my post below.

moment of the week

for this week, we were assigned to have our duty at a public health center in upper bicutan, taguig. i have been there before. the area looks like a real urban community. "p*tang *** mo" graffiti everywhere, small children playing with craps along the street, tricycle drivers saying 'sexy' to every girl that will pass by, the smell of the pusali. i have no complaints or whatsoever. i have been to more oh-my-gosh areas. our 3- day duty went very well.

our favorite snack is the bakery goodies. on our second day, i went to the nearby bakery to buy lunch. i cheerily greeted the ates and kuyas around.

ME: ate, may putok po ba kayo?
ALL: (just started laughing)
ATE: wala (while laughing)
ME: (blushed) hindi po! yung tinapay po and ibig kong sabihin.

and yeah... that was the unforgettable moment of the week. my groupmates just won't stop laughing their ass off. argh!!!

MORAL: be careful of your choice of words. true, true.

the very famous PUTOK

the 2-hour nosebleed

midterms week is finally over! great, our exam was just mind boggling. my nerve cells worked really hard that they already protested and caused me headache while answering my i-don't-know-a-single-thing exam.

we were allowed to answer the test for two hours. i spent the the first half-hour complaining and cursing myself for not knowing what to do with the test paper. i actually thought of tearing it into small tiny pieces, turning them into pellets and throwing them to my classmates who i know feel the same way as i do. my second option was to make airplanes out of my paper. the first one was still the better option since i'm not really good at paper plane- making.

i don't get the point why our professors give us exams that we cannot, literally, answer. exams are for evaluation, right? of what you learn, and to what extent did you understand what the whole class is talking about everyday of our junior life. but then , they produce impossibly hard tests. how can they know what we really learned if all of us fails that damn crappy test. arghhhh!

i just can't get over the fact how i gave up 6 hours of sleep just to review really hard and realizing that you know not more than half of the questions written in the crappy thing. shoot. maybe test paper pellets was a good idea after all.

batang- bata ka pa

CHINESE GARTER- ang paboritong laro ng mga batang babae. pataasan at pagalingan tumalon at hindi sumabit ang paa sa garter. kung mahaba ang school uniform mo, talo ka.

TEKS- ang koleksyon ng mga batang lalaki. paramihan at pakapalan. may pamato pa- yung teks na hindi natatalo. ito ang sugal ng mga musmos na lalaki. pag talo ka, mapupunta sa kalaban ang isang dangkal na inipon mong teks for 1 month.

LAGIT-LAGITAN- ang primary cause ng mga sugat at peklat sa tuhod ng mga bata. malas mo na lang kung mabagal ka tumakbo at madaya ang taya. kung sa magspang na kalsada kayo naglalaro, ingatan mo tuhod mo dahil peklat ang abot nyan pag nataya ka.

TAGU-TAGUAN- kailangan magaling kang humanap ng ultimate spot na pagtataguan mo. pero wag ka dapatmasyado lumayo dahil pag hindi ka nakita ng lahat ng kasama mo, patay ka, di ka na hahanapin ng mga yun. marerealize mo na lang ayawan na pala at meron ng ibang laro. ano pa gagawin mo? edi iiyak ka na lang.

PATINTERO- ang laro ng mga batang kalsada. mas masaya kung konti ang sasakyan na dadaan. dire-direso ang laro. dapat mahaba ang mga kamay mo kung taya ka. kung ikaw ang papasok, dapat magaling ka dumiskarte dahil uso talaga ang dayaan.

hay... ang sarap maging bata. wala lang, naalala ko lang kasi yung buhay grade school dahil napagkuwentuhan namin ng mga kabarkada ko. noon, walang pansinan kung magaslaw kang kumilos, kung may naghalo ng alikabok at sipon sa mukha mo, kung amoy pawis ka na. ang talo lang non ay yung mga iyakin at asar- talo. iba na ngayon... pag magaslaw kumilos ang isang babae, turn-off para sa mga boys. pag madumi na ang mukha mo, ano ka taong grasa? pag amoy pawis ka na, ang jahe naman pag sumakay ka sa jeep o sa LRT o kaya makita mo yung ultimate crush mo. pero ang good part dyan, pag umiyak ka ngayon, maraming reresbak sa mga nagpaiyak sayo. dati kasi pagtutulungan ka pa lalo.

sobrang iba na talaga ngayon. hindi na kasi uso yung solid na laro ng mga bata. dati kahit meron kayong sanga ng puno, ayos na at buo na yung laro-tayo session. creative ang mga bata noon. (ehem) ngayon, pag may stick ang isang bata- ano gagawin ko dyan? dati, hindi uso ang mga game consoles dahil ang mahal nga naman ng mga ganun, mas solb pa sa labas ng bahay. ngayon? kulang na lang magsuntukan ang mga bata dahil hindi malaman kung sino ang mauuna sa playstation. noon at ngayon- classic!

kung may tatlo akong wish, siguro magwiwish ako na maging bata ulit... syempre hindi lang ako, lahat ng mga kalaro at kaklase at kapatid ko.

sige, tatapusin ko pa yung crash bandicoot eh.

hello to january 5!

what is the saddest part of every vacation? it is the feeling of going back to reality- you still have a career at school. and unfortunately, i am having that feeling right now. i hate it. ARGH!!!